i am tired of trying... i am tired of crying... i know, i have been smiling... BUT inside... i am dying... =|

I HAVE TO...
*forget...
**accept...
***move on...

one  (1) word can  sum up all the above three (3) words............CHANGE...
that simple word, "CHANGE" can bring various means... transition...transformation... etc.
however, there are two (2) different ways infront of me now...
which i HAVE TO choose...; either CHANGE FOR BETTER...oR... CHANGE FOR WORST...

Forget...

Forget past events that have made my heart ponder a thousands times...

Forget unhappy thoughts, that if not deleted would be a haunting memory for me...

Forget unnecessary thoughts that play tricks on the my mind...

Accept...

Accept criticisms with an open heart... =)

Accept bad results that come by as a LESSON that MUST be learnt and not to be repeated...

Accept that some things are just MEANT TO BE that way and i shall have not interfere...

Accept self -weakness and vulnerability...

Move on...

i should take a deep breath look into the sky and open my mind as wide as a football field... =)

i should be more positive, have faith in ALLAH S.W.T's guidance for what the future holds...

i have to move on, shouldn't wait anymore, and cannot give in...but just take move on and leave it FOREVER...

***I realize that TIME is not my friend...

I'm running out of time..., I realize... I need to take a step ahead...BIG STEPS..I need to cherish these last moments of university because time does not permit... GO FOR IT!!! JUST DO IT!!!